Jaqueline Vanek from Austria is a Fine Art Photographer, Portraitist, Visual Artist & Senior Visual UX/UI Designer based in Madrid, Spain. Her style of artistry involves the use of instruments of darkness and surrealism to express her deepest feelings, emotions, state of mind, mind shifts, and more.
My name is Jaqueline Vanek (Austria, 1984) and I am a Fine Art Photographer, Portraitist, Visual Artist & Senior Visual UX/UI Designer, currently living in Madrid, Spain. In my personal work I use the instruments of darkness, surrealism and photography to talk about my deepest feelings; emotions, states of mind, mind shifts and more. I started my photographic artist journey back in 2005, after my studies in Fine Arts, Casting and Moulding; and my career in the world of design in the year 2011, specializing in visual web design.
During my whole life, especially as a kid, I have lost count of how many times I have moved, not only from home but also from cities and countries. That is why, forever, photography has played an important role in my memory of these past years. I have always clung to getting photographs that narrated part of my life, even hiding those that I found scattered and half lost in corners of my parents’ house for fear that they would lose them. Today, I have a box full of photographs of my childhood that I keep as my most precious possessions; they even remind me of where I was at a certain time in my life.
When I was about ten years old, I got my first reflex camera, although I don’t remember how or what model or brand it was. I became obsessed with buying reels and taking pictures all the time. The photographs I took were disastrous, but at that time, I did not intend to take anything beautiful but only to capture moments.
Somewhat later, as a teenager, I installed my first Photoshop, the 5.0 version launched in 1998. It came with several new features, including Editable Type, Multiple Undo, and Color Management. All that had a big “wow” effect. I spent hours experimenting with images; many times, I scanned my own photographs and made collages and compositions. Little by little, I became more interested in image editing, at that time something quite limited digitally speaking, especially if we compare it with today’s media.
In summary, the need to collect memories was the beginning of everything, and it evolved as time, age, and technology went by.
My photographic artist journey started back in 2005, after my studies in Fine Arts, Casting and Moulding. I obtained some first studies of Senior Technician in Fine Arts and Artistic Photography at the "School Of Arts And Design Gran Canaria" in the Canary Islands, Spain. Two years later, in 2007, I moved to Madrid and obtained a MA Degree in Digital Fashion, Portrait and Advertising Photography at "TAI The University Of Arts And Entertainment". After that, everything has been a lot of practice, experimenting and taking numerous workshops and online courses.
When I think about my photographic studies, I feel proud to be able to say that I have been among the last ones that have started studying in school classrooms with photographic enlargers and chemicals, then moving to digital. I remember the smell of the developers perfectly, and I still have buckets, red light, and some other utensils from the dark room.
Since the beginning of 2023 I started working mainly with a Canon EOS R5; previously, I had been happy with a Canon EOS-1D Mark IV for many years, I still have it, and it works perfectly. My three most used lenses are a Canon Zoom Lens EF 16-35mm, Canon Zoom Lens Ef 24-70mm and the incredibly wonderful Canon RF 50mm F1.2 L USM. As for studio lighting, my lighting equipment is made up of Profoto material. I also use a Mac computer with a 43-inch screen and a Wacom to retouch.
On the other hand, I also collect older analog cameras, I have quite a few, and they all work. My favorite is a Mamiya RZ67 medium format camera; sometimes, I use it for more creative work. I have a special affection for it because when I was still studying, a small patron from Japan gave it to me without knowing me beyond the internet. Simply my work at that time caught his attention, and he wanted to contribute something to my creativity and future. I have also built several pinhole cameras, with which I have also done some work, but I haven’t used them for many years.The biggest and most meaningful compliments always come from those most significant people in my life, people I care about, admire, or inspire me.
On the other hand, it is also a huge compliment to me every time someone buys an artwork of mine, the thought that someone likes my work so much that they want to see it every day hanging on a wall in their house fills me with pride and moves me a lot. Also, winning an award is a very big compliment, because it fuels the motivation, passion and keeps the creativity going.
I like to visit at least 2 or 3 exhibitions a week, discover artists in general and see new works of all possible styles. I can’t imagine not going to see a new exhibition in a whole month. Art is an inspiration in all of its variants, even if we don’t realize it; you can always learn something, and it helps you or inspires you to create in one way or another. I also often spend the day listening to podcasts related to the world of art or at night I watch documentaries. Being an artist is being in an eternal learning and evolution phase.
Since I started with photography, I have gone through an endless number of different styles until I found myself in the one that made me feel most comfortable and where I feel most represented. I have worked in the world of fashion, making beauty portraits and editorials with models, I have gone through landscape and architecture photography, documentary photography, photography related to the world of music, until finally reaching the conclusion that what I am most passionate about is creating through my feelings with the use of the self-portrait.
My own life, and my experiences, are the ones that have made me evolve as an artist. Our experiences make us who we are and therefore make us create the things we create. Good and bad experiences, trips to places around the world, the people you get to know, the feelings we experience, all of this makes us evolve. In my case, many things have marked me as I am a very sensitive person, although I appear to be tough. Like many people, I too, at a specific point in my life, have visited a psychologist for some time for personal problems. When I went to the consultations, the psychologist always asked me to write down my feelings until the next appointment, but writing was not my forte. There arose the use of self-portraits as a means of expression and storytelling.
I consider having a very defined style when I do personal artwork in black and white due to the use of contrast and in color due to my selection of cold tones and low saturation. Very often, I also make use of an element repeatedly, the bird; with the passage of time, it has become a very significant and representative element in my artwork.
But, if I had to say three words they would be: Darkness, Sensuality, Emotions.
I feel very honored! In recent years I have had the pleasure of having won several awards and I am excited about each one as if it were the first. It always gives me a boost of confidence and motivation to continue working hard and striving to improve my skills as an artist and photographer.
I am also always very grateful and humbled to be recognized along with many talented people around the globe, and to be part of this awesome award competition!
The awarded project is a self-portrait triptych titled "Delicate Fragments" and I decided to participate with these three photographs in the contest because I consider it one of the best works I have done and with which I have already won some other awards.
It talks about how humans have long been fascinated by birds, and there is a wealth of complex meanings associated with them in different cultures. A number of pagan gods are linked with birds, and dynasties and empires have adopted powerful birds as their symbols. Birds feature in numerous creation myths, and represent the human soul in many religions. Despite this, however, there has until now been no proper study of the birds in art.
There exists a rich and rewarding collection of beautifully reproduced paintings, prints, drawings and sculptures, by such major artists as Audubon, Dalí, Dürer, Ernst, Freud, Goya, Klee, Stubbs or Turner. For the realization of this triptych, paintings by some of the aforementioned artists have served as inspiration. I wanted to capture my fascination for birds and the delicacy of the female body in the style of classical paintings.
I feel that winning an award has definitely contributed to increasing the sale of my artworks to art collectors, increasing general clientele, level of credibility and self-empowerment. Being able to show a range of very good and interesting artworks is always what's most important to attract art collectors or clients attention, but when the artwork is supported by official international contests, I noticed that many people appreciate the value of my work even more.
Unfortunately we live in a world where many times the more achievements you can show, the better you are supposed to be and the more seriously you are taken. It is something that personally bothers me sometimes.
I would give the same advice that I have been given about perseverance and being yourself. I would also advise you to learn and make mistakes as you go, it's the best and quickest way to be skilled and experienced at something.
Start practicing regularly and learning as much as possible by taking photography courses (in person or online), reading books and articles, seeking out mentorship or guidance from experienced artists or photographers. Additionally, I would encourage them to experiment with different types of photography and styles to discover their own unique vision and voice.
Nobody is born knowing everything or doing everything perfectly, we have all started at some point and have done works that are between bad and mediocre, but we learn from failures and mistakes. Remember that all artists and photographers look up to better artists and photographers than themselves in order to grow. Celebrate the beautiful work you come across and don't let envy or anxiety play against you.
Share the work you're most proud of even if it may not always please the largest crowd. Make it yours and commit to your path. Approach your work with passion, and resist the urge to rush through it. Allow yourself the time to create something truly special. Strive to develop your own unique style, one that reflects your vision and creative spirit. The key to success is to follow the heart!
Be curious, open-minded and adaptive to new developments that may arise. There is no set form for artistic expression. Continuously exposing oneself to new experiences and incorporating them leads to further refinement of one's work. This includes not only technical aspects, but also ways of thinking, emotions, and world events.
The key is to always keep learning and incorporating new ideas. I also try to share ideas and get feedback about my artwork with the people closest to me. I network and develop relationships with other artists that I have respect for and follow some artists and photographers on social media to get extra motivation.
Delicate Fragments | MUSE Photography Awards
Humans have long been fascinated by birds, and there is a wealth of complex meanings associated with them in different cultures. A number of pagan gods are linked with birds, and dynasties and empires... (read more here.)
Jaqueline Vanek from Austria is a Fine Art Photographer, Portraitist, Visual Artist & Senior Visual UX/UI Designer based in Madrid, Spain. Her style of artistry involves the use of instruments of darkness and surrealism to express her deepest feelings, emotions, state of mind, mind shifts, and more.
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